Leap of Faith

My life with God has not always been a "good-good" relations. Although embarrasing to say, I don't have Abraham's faith...Moses's faith...or even my grandfather's faith. If the bible said about that you can do big thing with just that small "grain size" faith...well, most of the time, my faith was half of that.

Yet, a year and a half ago my husband and I decided to take that leap of faith. Both of us went back to school with no sponsorhip and just enough money to get us by for a few months. Amazingly enough, here he is...getting ready to graduate in March. Thank you Jesus!

I am so proud of my husband! Even though I know that he is stress (especially dealing with me -- "sorry baby!") but he persevere and completed his study. As for me, I'm still struggling. I finished all my pre-requisite and starting with my regular class. It is not easy being a student, mother, wife, and friends at the same time you know! Seriously saying...I am feeling like dropping my program at this point. I am soooooo tired and stressed out; and I am beginning to feel that the "leap of faith" that we took a year and a half ago was meant only for my husband and not me. I know that I can't do that...but yet, I can't help but feel that I am alone in this world. So please...help me...pray for me...